在我的生活，
有很多事情是我想做的事情，
但我有一些事情不能做，
有一次，我选择了避免这些事情，
但我觉得不能失控，
就这样，
人们可能会看到，我一个人的东西，
但事实是，
我真的没有什么，
我认为，从远处看正是我需要的，
但现在我可以看到，
从远处看你伤害多与你的附近，
至于现在，
我知道我的感觉告诉我，
但是i言不由衷只是去按照自己的感觉，
原因爱你，
牺牲那么大，
即使如果我能爱你，
我将最终失去你..

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In my life,
there are many things i want to do,
but there are things i cant do,
I once chosen to avoid those things,
but my feeling can never runaway,
just like that,
People may see that i am a man with something,
but the truth was,
I was really nothing,
I thought that to watch from a distance is just what i need,
but as i could see now,
watching you from a distance hurts more than being near with you,
As for now,
I know what my feeling are telling me,
but I cant just go according to my feelings,
Cause to love you,
the sacrifice is just too big,
Even if i get to love you,
i will end up losing you..