Those days..
I used to believe that when you have friends,
you tend to feel more out bringing or perhaps happy about it,
but..
now..
it felt so different..
the more friends I have,
the lonelier i felt,
at first i thought it was just something minor,
but i didn't knew that deep inside me i care about this thing so much,
Its not that i wanna keep things to myself,
its not that i wanna say unnecessary stuff,
its just that the key thing which connects the both of us wasn't there,
its trust that haven't co-exist inside us..
and i do wish that it will soon take place,
though knowing it wouldn't...

Now..
What i want is just someone,
someone which not only turn out to be a listener of my life,
but someone which can understand me,
someone which i can talk on almost anything,
and someone which can talk to me in the same manner,
someone which knew that he/she had a shoulder and a pair of ears to lean and talk to,