What I thought this days...

When you look at me,
I felt the shock in my eyes,
When you hold my hand,
I felt the warmth you gave me,
When you hug me,
I felt the beating of your heart,
When you kissed me,
i felt the dazzling moments of you and me,
When you love me,
I felt the world moving just for the both of us,
But,
When you punch me,
I felt the pain from the outside,
When you hate me,
I felt the sadness from the inside,
When you screw me,
I felt the sting from above,
When you ignore me,
I felt the world crumbling apart.

You can look at me,
but don't punch me,
You can hold my hand,
but don't grab my heart,
You can hug me,
but don't suffocate me,
you can kiss me,
but don't bite me,
You can love me,
but don't ignore me.

Knowing that to love you brings happy and sad moments rather than hating you which only bring happy moment,
i still choose to love you.

Its not that i don't love you,
Its just i can't love you.

Everyone thought,
but no one knows.

Is there really you and me in the future,
of is it just a mere dream of mine,
which will just remain as a dream.

I dont know what you want,
nor even knowing what you think,
cause i am not you,
and i can't be inside you,
as i am also lost finding for the key to enter you.

What does Life really stand for?
L-Love
I-Is
F-Forever
E-Eternal

In my life,
its not about me and only me,
its about you before me.

Now...
I Really lost you,
and i lost myself,
not to you,
I am lost and drown in the pool of my feelings,
Unrequited Feelings...