Plead Guilty or Not Guilty

Recently,

lots of things happened just because of one post..

i should have think twice before writing it but,

it just seems that..

of all  the time,

that time i was emotionally down,

and the most important part was i didn't went online for the past one or two day,

after i posted that thing..

now..

a big problem did occur..

and i knew that i did something wrong,

which i wanna know so badly,

yet she told me its was about the hacking problem,

even though it look fitting with all the motions happened that time,

my instinct tell me that there was still amiss,

which now..

i felt that there's a broadening gap between me and her,

i dunno whether should i ever confront this statement,

or maybe should i keep it for myself,

Depite all things that had happened to me before,

this was the very first time,

she had been emotionally disturb,

and when her friend told me which is my friend too,

that she doesn't wanna be friends with me,

i really felt a thin needle just pierce through my heart,

letting the blood flowing out slowly,

and made me suffocating at the same time,

tears was trying to drip on the floor and flow out from my eyes,

but it just wouldnt..

till i got back home and lay on my bed...

blaming myself for not being able to do the right thing that time...