I should still be chasing after my dream.
But someone tripped me on this narrow road that is full of bends.
I’m searching for the sky that you’ve lost sight of,
but it’s not as if I want to return back to the “old time”
I shouldn’t put up a sorrowful act and expect people to understand that I was a victim because of it.
Sins does not end with just tears.
I’ll always have to bear that pain.
Who are I waiting for in this maze of emotions that doesn’t have a visible exit?
I need to be more honest and write down how you really feel in that white notebook.
I’m running away from something.
Is it reality?
We live for some purpose.
Even so,
It seems that I’ve forgetten about it in the dead of the night.
I’ve no place to return to because I didn’t handle things in an inoffensive way.
Isn’t it still too early in life for me to forget those memories?
Why can’t I get use to this pain and accept it?
I must apologise.
I made you felt uneasy because I wasn’t able to say things in a tacful manner.
Eventhing that took place that day.
Everything that will take place tomorrow.
Everything was not done in sequence.
In order to understand what happen,
Shut those eyes so that you are able to see what can’t be seen.
I’m going to start to make a proposal about unnecessary rumors.
I won’t lie even towards friends.
A wave of excitement is washing through my body,
stirring my red heart.
I’m actually waiting for it.
Reality that is.
Even so, I feel like shouting. Can you hear me?
I’m always thinkful for the kindness that people show me,
that is why I want to become strong.
Shouldn’t I be willing to face both enemies and allies so that I can proceed on?
I’m thinking only about how I can open the next door.
It’s already too late. The story has already started
Wake up! Wake up!
Isn’t it still too early in life for you to forget those memories?
Why don’t I once again try to redo things that can be redone?
Why can’t I get use to this pain and accept it?
Jan 9, 2010
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